1 In sooth, I know not why I am so sad: 2 It wearies me; you say it wearies you; 3 But how I caught it, found it, or came by it, 4 What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born, 5 I am to learn; 6 And such a want-wit sadness makes of me, 7 That I have much ado to know myself.
SALARINO
8 Your mind is tossing on the ocean; 9 There, where your argosies with portly sail, 10 Like signiors and rich burghers on the flood, 11 Or, as it were, the pageants of the sea, 12 Do overpeer the petty traffickers, 13 That curtsy to them, do them reverence, 14 As they fly by them with their woven wings.
SALANIO
15 Believe me, sir, had I such venture forth, 16 The better part of my affections would 17 Be with my hopes abroad. I should be still 18 Plucking the grass, to know where sits the wind, 19 Peering in maps for ports and piers and roads; 20 And every object that might make me fear 21 Misfortune to my ventures, out of doubt 22 Would make me sad.
SALARINO
23 My wind cooling my broth 24 Would blow me to an ague, when I thought 25 What harm a wind too great at sea might do. 26 I should not see the sandy hour-glass run, 27 But I should think of shallows and of flats, 28 And see my wealthy Andrew dock'd in sand, 29 Vailing her high-top lower than her ribs 30 To kiss her burial. Should I go to church 31 And see the holy edifice of stone, 32 And not bethink me straight of dangerous rocks, 33 Which touching but my gentle vessel's side, 34 Would scatter all her spices on the stream, 35 Enrobe the roaring waters with my silks, 36 And, in a word, but even now worth this, 37 And now worth nothing? Shall I have the thought 38 To think on this, and shall I lack the thought 39 That such a thing bechanced would make me sad? 40 But tell not me; I know, Antonio 41 Is sad to think upon his merchandise.
ANTONIO
42 Believe me, no: I thank my fortune for it, 43 My ventures are not in one bottom trusted, 44 Nor to one place; nor is my whole estate 45 Upon the fortune of this present year: 46 Therefore my merchandise makes me not sad.
SALARINO
47 Why, then you are in love.
ANTONIO
48 Fie, fie!
SALARINO
49 Not in love neither? Then let us say you are sad, 50 Because you are not merry: and 'twere as easy 51 For you to laugh and leap and say you are merry, 52 Because you are not sad. Now, by two-headed Janus, 53 Nature hath framed strange fellows in her time: 54 Some that will evermore peep through their eyes 55 And laugh like parrots at a bag-piper, 56 And other of such vinegar aspect 57 That they'll not show their teeth in way of smile, 58 Though Nestor swear the jest be laughable.
Enter BASSANIO, LORENZO, and GRATIANO
SALANIO
59 Here comes Bassanio, your most noble kinsman, 60 Gratiano and Lorenzo. Fare ye well: 61 We leave you now with better company.
SALARINO
62 I would have stay'd till I had made you merry, 63 If worthier friends had not prevented me.
ANTONIO
64 Your worth is very dear in my regard. 65 I take it, your own business calls on you 66 And you embrace the occasion to depart.
SALARINO
67 Good morrow, my good lords.
BASSANIO
68 Good signiors both, when shall we laugh? say, when? 69 You grow exceeding strange: must it be so?
SALARINO
70 We'll make our leisures to attend on yours.
Exeunt Salarino and Salanio
LORENZO
71 My Lord Bassanio, since you have found Antonio, 72 We two will leave you: but at dinner-time, 73 I pray you, have in mind where we must meet.
BASSANIO
74 I will not fail you.
GRATIANO
75 You look not well, Signior Antonio; 76 You have too much respect upon the world: 77 They lose it that do buy it with much care: 78 Believe me, you are marvellously changed.
ANTONIO
79 I hold the world but as the world, Gratiano; 80 A stage where every man must play a part, 81 And mine a sad one.
GRATIANO
82 Let me play the fool: 83 With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come, 84 And let my liver rather heat with wine 85 Than my heart cool with mortifying groans. 86 Why should a man, whose blood is warm within, 87 Sit like his grandsire cut in alabaster? 88 Sleep when he wakes and creep into the jaundice 89 By being peevish? I tell thee what, Antonio-- 90 I love thee, and it is my love that speaks-- 91 There are a sort of men whose visages 92 Do cream and mantle like a standing pond, 93 And do a wilful stillness entertain, 94 With purpose to be dress'd in an opinion 95 Of wisdom, gravity, profound conceit, 96 As who should say 'I am Sir Oracle, 97 And when I ope my lips let no dog bark!' 98 O my Antonio, I do know of these 99 That therefore only are reputed wise 100 For saying nothing; when, I am very sure, 101 If they should speak, would almost damn those ears, 102 Which, hearing them, would call their brothers fools. 103 I'll tell thee more of this another time: 104 But fish not, with this melancholy bait, 105 For this fool gudgeon, this opinion. 106 Come, good Lorenzo. Fare ye well awhile: 107 I'll end my exhortation after dinner.
LORENZO
108 Well, we will leave you then till dinner-time: 109 I must be one of these same dumb wise men, 110 For Gratiano never lets me speak.
GRATIANO
111 Well, keep me company but two years moe, 112 Thou shalt not know the sound of thine own tongue.
ANTONIO
113 Farewell: I'll grow a talker for this gear.
GRATIANO
114 Thanks, i' faith, for silence is only commendable 115 In a neat's tongue dried and a maid not vendible.
Exeunt GRATIANO and LORENZO
ANTONIO
116 Is that any thing now?
BASSANIO
117 Gratiano speaks an infinite deal of nothing, more 118 than any man in all Venice. His reasons are as two 119 grains of wheat hid in two bushels of chaff: you 120 shall seek all day ere you find them, and when you 121 have them, they are not worth the search.
ANTONIO
122 Well, tell me now what lady is the same 123 To whom you swore a secret pilgrimage, 124 That you to-day promised to tell me of?
BASSANIO
125 'Tis not unknown to you, Antonio, 126 How much I have disabled mine estate, 127 By something showing a more swelling port 128 Than my faint means would grant continuance: 129 Nor do I now make moan to be abridged 130 From such a noble rate; but my chief care 131 Is to come fairly off from the great debts 132 Wherein my time something too prodigal 133 Hath left me gaged. To you, Antonio, 134 I owe the most, in money and in love, 135 And from your love I have a warranty 136 To unburden all my plots and purposes 137 How to get clear of all the debts I owe.
ANTONIO
138 I pray you, good Bassanio, let me know it; 139 And if it stand, as you yourself still do, 140 Within the eye of honour, be assured, 141 My purse, my person, my extremest means, 142 Lie all unlock'd to your occasions.
BASSANIO
143 In my school-days, when I had lost one shaft, 144 I shot his fellow of the self-same flight 145 The self-same way with more advised watch, 146 To find the other forth, and by adventuring both 147 I oft found both: I urge this childhood proof, 148 Because what follows is pure innocence. 149 I owe you much, and, like a wilful youth, 150 That which I owe is lost; but if you please 151 To shoot another arrow that self way 152 Which you did shoot the first, I do not doubt, 153 As I will watch the aim, or to find both 154 Or bring your latter hazard back again 155 And thankfully rest debtor for the first.
ANTONIO
156 You know me well, and herein spend but time 157 To wind about my love with circumstance; 158 And out of doubt you do me now more wrong 159 In making question of my uttermost 160 Than if you had made waste of all I have: 161 Then do but say to me what I should do 162 That in your knowledge may by me be done, 163 And I am prest unto it: therefore, speak.
BASSANIO
164 In Belmont is a lady richly left; 165 And she is fair, and, fairer than that word, 166 Of wondrous virtues: sometimes from her eyes 167 I did receive fair speechless messages: 168 Her name is Portia, nothing undervalued 169 To Cato's daughter, Brutus' Portia: 170 Nor is the wide world ignorant of her worth, 171 For the four winds blow in from every coast 172 Renowned suitors, and her sunny locks 173 Hang on her temples like a golden fleece; 174 Which makes her seat of Belmont Colchos' strand, 175 And many Jasons come in quest of her. 176 O my Antonio, had I but the means 177 To hold a rival place with one of them, 178 I have a mind presages me such thrift, 179 That I should questionless be fortunate!
ANTONIO
180 Thou know'st that all my fortunes are at sea; 181 Neither have I money nor commodity 182 To raise a present sum: therefore go forth; 183 Try what my credit can in Venice do: 184 That shall be rack'd, even to the uttermost, 185 To furnish thee to Belmont, to fair Portia. 186 Go, presently inquire, and so will I, 187 Where money is, and I no question make 188 To have it of my trust or for my sake.